Thursday, January 9, 2014

The Honeymoon is Over


Not drinking has been hard.  Sure, it's only been five days since my last post, but they have been five very long days.  And the next 330 days are looming ahead of me.  They're taunting me.

Instead of it being easy and having no meaning, now it is difficult and has no meaning. 

That's it.  That's the blog for today.  I've written and erased a dozen other paragraphs, but they all come down to these two facts: 

I don't want to do this anymore.

and 
I'm not giving up.

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